Out.

Do you know how much I want to kill
How much I want to murder.
To break out. To loose my mind. Start a riot.
Undergo hysteria.
Feelings.Locked.Inside.
There's.Nothing.To.Release.it.out.to
That's.why.I'm.typing.here.
Sorry.for.the.periods.
People will go like
"Irresponsible, dumb, uneducated"
If i'll do it.

Somebody get me through this nightmare.
Do you know how much my mind is killing me, everyday?
Do you know what was whispered to me every time?
When you spat me insults, and shame me in front of everyone?


Oh when you smile the whole world stops and stares for a while
'Cause girl you're amazing, just the way you are.

Sometimes I just want to throw this laptop.
Or just break something.
But money will be wasted.

FUCK YOU BITCH.
SHUT THE HELL UP.
FUCKER.
THEY JUST DON'T KNOW YOUR ATTITUDE.
THEN THEY"LL GO "YOU'RE LIKE A KID THAT GREW IN THE STREETS.
BAD ATTITUDE, IRRESPONSIBLE , LIKE YOU NEVER WENT TO SCHOOL.
IT MUST BE BECAUSE OF YOUR FRIENDS."
FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU ALL.
 DO YOU NOT SEE YOUR PART ON HOW I HAVE GROWN INTO THIS?

Pagdilat, Ikaw agad ang hinahanap sa umaga
Nasaan ka na? Malayo ka pa ba?
Kay tagal ng 'yong, pagbabalik.
Sa pagpatak ng bawat sandali
Nakatikom lagi ang aking mga labi
Inaaliw ang sarili sa musika
Makapiling
Makapiling ka.
 
Everything's a lie.
Just get me insane.
So I won't give a fuck about all these.