January 20

Also, I have not told you this. It has been days or even weeks ago. Oh Well, Oh Well is my song for him now :/ or maybe Seduction, except for the "Cries escape your sweet voice as i kiss you one last time." Also, can I just reminisce some things I want to remind myself of?

I managed to squeeze his hand again. I thought that time was the last, when we had practice. Well, he let his hand stay upon mine, when he, what, high fived me, I think. And he kind of squeezed it too. A bit.

So reposting what I said in the last post. I searched the internet about squeezing hands, as I do them. But before that some search suggestions pop up, I checked them out. A few of them are and some of my insights:

what does it mean when you dream about someone?
- Oh crap this.. was so true... but I do not wish to admit it to my other self.

what does it mean when your nose itches?
- Oh crap I should stop thinking about him. I suddenly remember his nose always itches, just by his gestures I can tell. Oh God... I guess I really have to. I should start right now. And also start thinking more about Homestuck or KHR.

Then my question:

What does it mean if a girl squeezes your hand?

(Well, actually, I just searched "What does it mean if someone squeezes your hand?")

- The answer was (WikiAnswers): "it means she likes you so dont be a coward and go for it duh"

  SO. ABSOLUTELY. TRUE. Spare me from body languages! It is telling everyone else how I feel! But I think it is better.

Also, I am waiting for my Mayday Parade album download now...

So about today: Did mural art after recess. That is all :D Also I skipped dinner again, because I slept and I do not like eating around 11PM. I know my stomach will not want it. It is already supposed to rest, and produce acid for some reason I forgot, but I am certain it is not for food.

So I guess that is all then.

Good night.