January 4
Hello School. I'm back.
So school starts today. Not so bad, but I'm not used to the service anymore. Sitting in revers makes my stomach break. Though I am certain I have no problems with things like that but the air. The AIR. It's like it's reverse too. Like what I am inhaling is CO2 not O2. It's humid and a bit warmer than fresh air. I'm telling you it's suffocating.
On with my day. Two hours of Chem. That's something to start the year. But at least I passed the exams. And got grades higher than before. I got 87% on average. Also in other subjects. Passed them quite well. Math.... Math. I'm not sure with Values. But for English, Filipino, and A.P.... It's passing, but 75%. It's not passing for me. It's like 65%. Those times I feel like hanging myself or stabbing my brain. Oh well. I guess I better Study harder and better this time. I have to have 90%.
I don't know but I am certain I felt sad that day. Depressed, maybe. But I don't know the reason.
I do remember that I had two Deja Vu's that day. First, when Kenneth said something to me and flicked his hands like saying "hayaan mo na lang yan" (leave it be). I am certain I dreamt of that scene before. I just do not know when. Next is when Sir Chris drew a hexagon I think, and he said "pagpalagay niyo na hexagon yan" (just pretend that's a hexagon) since his hexagon looked like a pentagon. Then Kristian laughed. I had a dream like that too. Only the background was vague.
Josea and I had a conversation. Just about our day and everything we want to share with each other. think I talked more than before that time. I just hope I have enough to share with her next time. I am still unconvinced that he's somewhat like Kyoya Ootori: his words maybe simple and nonsensical, but there is something that he means by it (that is a trait of him that intrigues me, and pisses me off).
At home I continued my work on the 3D model of our project in Geometry. I'm still having troubles with exporting COLLADA files to Blender. I'm using Blender to export the COLLADA file as .fbx. Nevertheless, I continued my work. Of course, I did it while I did my homework. I do know I made a rule to myself to never use the computer unless I have done my homework but I really can't help it. I have been restless since last night. When the internet died, I went inside and used the laptop. I then remembered about using the PS3 dualshock controller for PC. Luckily, it's possible. I had quite a hard time using it, but I got it anyway. Played a little bit of Legend of Zelda in Project 64, a Nintendo 64 emulator to test the controller.I slept quite late that time.
I can not remember my dream. I guess I should have been writing them while I wait in school.
January 5
Thursday. No dream again. I can somewhat recall them, but only a color. I am certain there was something red there. Or maybe it was tomorrow's dream?
Got up a bit later today. Then to school. Got 90-something percent for T.L.E. Just three mistakes. Anyways it was easy. No problem about it. Also I was asked to make our t-shirt logo design. I will submit it tomorrow, though. Also Throughout the day I prepared for our report, highlighting whatever needs to be written in the manila paper for our report tomorrow. Sometimes during classes (sorry Ma'am Adula!). On me. On the way home, Josea and I had a chat again. She told me During the afternoon Kristia and her was talking about me. When I have been asking her about what it was, she assured me it was nothing about our chat in the Ferris Wheel. I told her I know that. She told me that it was about things on how I act with people. I am honestly curious about it. I like it better when people talk about me in front of me, even face-to-face, especially if it is about my flaws, no matter how awkward. I never liked it when people talk about me behind me. It's making me anxious or worried or even paranoid. It's still bugging me until today.
At home, I watched the documentary for our English project:
While doing the shirt logo in Inkscape:
The documentary was an hour long. I do not wish to waste time as I do not have much. I understood the documentary anyway, so it's ok. Then after that researched about our report. Note to self: When your report is a day when you have to bring your laptop, make use of the laptop in your report so it wll be more useful. Busy life is busy.
Slept late, around 2.
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That's all for now. I will make sure I'll post early tomorrow, as soon as I use this laptop. It's getting late, and I want to sleep.
I just hope I will be able to read homestuck soon, or play angels online.
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